{"id":4621,"date":"2023-11-26T20:26:27","date_gmt":"2023-11-26T20:26:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/?page_id=4621"},"modified":"2023-11-28T22:43:48","modified_gmt":"2023-11-28T22:43:48","slug":"looking-back","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/l-poems\/looking-back\/","title":{"rendered":"Looking back"},"content":{"rendered":"<p> Looking back<br \/>\nby cricketjeff on June 7, 2010.\u00a0 \u00a9 Jeff Green, All rights reserved<br \/>\nOn a day of hazy sunshine there&#8217;s a gentle mist of rain<br \/>\nWhen the joy she brought her fam&#8217;ly leaves a space for tears of pain.<br \/>\nAs the children play un-worried there are tears in mother&#8217;s eyes,<br \/>\nBut a burden has been lifted in a flood of gentle sighs.<br \/>\nWhen your life is past enjoying you may hear a final cue<br \/>\nThat it&#8217;s time you left the circus and paid Charon what he&#8217;s due<br \/>\nIn the middle of the summer there&#8217;s a blast of winter air,<br \/>\nAnd you can&#8217;t escape the sadness anywhere<\/p>\n<p>She could never be a burden but she bore a heavy load<br \/>\nAs she set four foolish children on a straight and steady road<br \/>\nNever seemed to be complaining never gave them any pain<br \/>\nBut she smiled and helped their progress never showing any strain<br \/>\nAs a mother she&#8217;d been happy then as grandma found still more<br \/>\nWith each bouncing little bundle she had more she could adore<br \/>\nBut before she found the summit of a full and useful life<br \/>\nShe found that fate can wield a dreadful knife<\/p>\n<p>In a year or two she faded from a goddess to a ghost<br \/>\nAnd the loss of time with children was the price she hated most<br \/>\nThere was no-one who could help her was the doctor&#8217;s mournful note<br \/>\nAnd her daughters broke down crying when they read the words he wrote<br \/>\nBut through all her final moments she was happy in herself<br \/>\nShe&#8217;d a stock of love and laughter in the volumes on the shelf<br \/>\nIn a bedroom full of chatter she has seen her final day<br \/>\nAs a life of happy moments drained away<\/p>\n<p> Author notes<br \/>\nNo it doesn&#8217;t relate to anyone in particular, just what was in my mind.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Looking back by cricketjeff on June 7, 2010.\u00a0 \u00a9 Jeff Green, All rights reserved On a day of hazy sunshine there&#8217;s a gentle mist of rain When the joy she brought her fam&#8217;ly leaves a space for tears of pain. As the children play un-worried there are tears in mother&#8217;s eyes, But a burden has [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":9726,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-4621","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/4621","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4621"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/4621\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6887,"href":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/4621\/revisions\/6887"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/9726"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/nicewaistcoat.com\/wordpress\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4621"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}